When things turn wrong.

I'm stuck with my assignment which appear that need my help so much and they became so dependant on me. Not much of effort from some of them and appear to be me, the camera guy, take up so much job which more than what I'm supposed to do.

But I'm fine with it, as long as the assignment can be accomplished before the due date which I seriously doubt of the quality of the music video. Things just get out of control and out of hand. Piss me off so much!

Today suppose to be the happy and wild day as this is the 1st day of emerge. But seriously I don't feel so due to the amount of stress and friendships affair. All of this is driving me crazy when I'm trying real hard to balance my emotion while hanging around with a bunch of people that get so EMO or upset of certain reasons. It ruins my day totally! You can make fun of me but I can tell you that you messed with the wrong guy.

Am I the only 1 that really know how to control my feelings in front of others? Does showing out feelings in front of others really help? Banging the table? Throwing tantrums at others? Walk away from the group without telling others that people who are concerning after them?

Why it turns out so wrong? Or am I trying too hard to show and set an example to them? Should I just cut off from them? Should I just mind my own business?

To whom it may concern, I, hereby to give out a serious warning. Do not test and push my patient, when it reaches the limit, I guarantee that it would not be a nice thing to look at!