Exams over!

Woooowoooo!! Finally exams over! Don't need to work hard and think of it every day and night worrying that I might gonna do well! Well even during the period of exams, I still feel peace in my heart! LOL!

After exam, thought of going to catch a movie with Chelsea and Penny, when we reach there the 1st thing is going to cinema to check the time for "The Unbelievable" but end up no movie because it's not on screen anymore, quite disappointed because I wanna watch it a lot!

Well since no movie, we just walk around to check on stuff such as, perfume, household stuff and books. Chelsea was so happy reading the "Avatar" comic. I just plan to bring Penny to take a look on music books might help her on her drumming.

And before that we spend another hour on Starbucks. Crank jokes and sitting on the sofa day dreaming. Poor Chelsea, her mom is very strict on her like, must come back before 6, cannot go out late, going out with who, and many many more.

I've been cleaning up since I reach home. Now just find some time to blog. And then dinner, then back to cleaning and packing AGAIN! Wish me luck!

Last paper, Last fight

*Now I know why Chelsea, Joey and Siew Peng did good in exams!! XD*

Last paper! This is the only subject that lecturer doesn't gave us any tips on where to focus. All she said was just to study chapter 1-13, that's all. Then I heard that the previous paper is not from her, so if this is the first time she prepare the paper, either it's too easy or way too hard. Everyone still nervous over it but as usual, I feel normal, just gonna be busy after tomorrow because I need to prepare the things which I gonna move.

Ipoh trip has changed to the 2nd week of my holiday, I guess that's not bad after all. Because after my exams I still have time to move my things and to clean up my new house, and I need to adopt the new life there. Quite scary but I guess it should be just fine, heard that they have internet connection of 4mb! I guess I can surf the web like mad and watch all the Youtube I want!

I should be studying by now, but still blogging here... Hmmpf..

Ps. Joakim

Pastor really did a wonderful job. Few years ago he was here to preach to us, but I was not there. To be frank, I wasn't expecting much from this service. I was somehow carried away by my papers on Monday because I'm not ready for it. But God is a amazing God, He always work unexpectedly towards our life.

Today Pastor talks about sacrifice, and I mean REAL sacrificing. He used Titanic as his example, during the ship wreck, life boats which can contain up to 70 person per boat but only 21 people were in. Not that they can't manage to hop on the boat but people just leave them there to die in order save themselves.

Often, we as a christian, we know that when we accepted Christ we are on the boat and on our journey to heaven, but somehow we forgotten about the people who are still in the 'sea' drowning and screaming for help. The real meaning of sacrifice is to give up yours to save others!

Now, how many of us are willing to give up our seats during special production such as 'Will You Marry Me'? I assume that not much of us are willing to do so. That's what I meant by 'comfort zone' or still on the 'life boat'. Now, I'm not saying that I can do it all the time, I'm just the same as others, but I will try my best to learn to give up myself to serve others.

For worship team, committment is really very high, not easy to serve as musician. Practice, practice and practice non stop, perform good enough but the glory doesn't belongs to you but God! We have to learn to be humble, servanthood heart, etc..

We can't serve God because He is not physical tangible, the only way that we can serve Him is through His people. So let us serve together in 1 heart and 1 mind. Let us grow W26 together!

Words - Part 2

Talk to my roommate. Found out is 1 of em talking bad about me. So this explains why and what he wrote on his post on MSN stating: "Didn't he teach his follower to respect others". How great is this insultation could it be. No matter what happen you aren't suppose to drag other people's religion into the conversation and pay no respect to it.

The definition of "Friends":

- Care for each other.
- Be a supporter.
- Be there when needed.
- Always willing to help.
- Cry and laugh together.
- Never back stab.
- Always stand by to back up.
- etc...

To be serious, I didn't see what he did was mention as above. NONE. But what's the most funny part of the whole thing is, I still treat him as a FRIEND.

Exams

Trying to study the whole day, end up sitting there looking at the TV, internet and listening music through the night. I'm frustrated over it because I don't feel nervous about it and I don't really care much the exam tomorrow, somehow!

After the previous post, really really can't keep my mind in 1 shape. I can't seem to pull it up together. Only felt anger and disappointment around me. Can't speak to anyone right now, I can feel that my emotion is like a volcano that are going to burst.

Weather is hot, my temper has reached the edge, and I don't feel nervous for exam, what's the problem?

Words!

I don't understand, knowing each other as friends and study together for more than 3 years. End up someone come and tell me what they talk about me behind my back! I like to make friends with everyone to be frank, I don't mind he/she clever or stupid, tall or short, handsome or pretty, whatever is it, he/she will be my friend as long they treat me as theirs.

So this is what I heard:

1. So happy that you guys not together.

2. Always occupied the living room. (You guys play mahjong there too!)

3. So noisy. (You guys were the same yet I didn't complain!)

4. Never do housework. (Like you guys did.)

5. Glad that he is moving.

6. No manners, polite and friendly.

So let me answer all of your problem, 1 by 1!

1st, my relationship got nothing to do with you guys!

2nd, I didn't occupied, i sit at the corner and you guys do play mahjong there.

3rd, noisy because I play guitar, but did you ever think of yourself when you bring your friends over to the house and chat and laugh in the living room so loud yet I didn't ever complain?

4th, I do my housework you guys was not there. And for your info, the duty roaster states that anyone who did not do it will have to fine RM5 per once. I got it few times for you guys but when you guys didn't do it, nothing ever happens.

5th, I'm moving is because I need to travel far to school, not because of relationship problem. THANK YOU!

6th, No manners? Not polite? Not friendly? Ask yourself this, when you saw me, I didn't say "Hi" is it possible that I didn't saw you? Why must wait for me to say "Hi" where you could take up the 1st step?

Think twice before you speak into someone's life! Everyone have their limits. Don't ever come to me laugh and smile in front of me and go backstab the next second. You'll get yourself in trouble very soon. Mark my words.

Back

So I started to blog again...

I was a blogger back then, but everything change when I shifted to my new place (where I stay now). So didn't have the habit to blog after that because the internet connection was very very bad, Joey experienced too (roommate).

I didn't really see myself in where I am now to be serious. Finished Diploma and now Degree. Everyday doubt that I can make it through or not. But well I believe that I can because I know He is there to help me anyway.

Gonna move to SS2 end of this month! New environment, gonna adapt to it. No more mamak with Joey and roommates and far away from my CG members. This really gonna take some time! But I heard that my new place got 4mb internet connection, so I guess it's not that bad afterall.

To my CG, well I'll try y best to come back once awhile to visit you guys (except for CG). Asking my mom for a bike, if I got it then at least I can travel back! Then it's not really a problem! Let's pray hard for it! I know God has a plan for me! Gotta learn to be patient though I don't like it (I don't think anyone like it too).

It's Thursday! Tomorrow gonna be my exam! Yet I still sitting CC to on9! Gonna repent! So after this back home to study! That's all for now...