Exams~

Wow, finished 1st paper which is Broadcasting 2. Omg, 1st time in my life that I actually have not enough time to finish up my paper. Usually all the papers I finished is probably around half an hour earlier, but today it's my 1st time not being able to finish it up!


What a day, exams not so stress but by the weather it drives me crazy, sorta sick actually, body can feel it's a bit over heat or sth, i really need to drink more n more water. I can't afford to get sick because having BBQ on Wed and last paper on Thurs.

Buckle up, work harder for the next coming paper! But now let get some rest 1st! ZZZ...

Guardian Angel

What a day~ Traveling around just to get my 'mortal' a christmas present. I hope that not gonna be and Penny the only 2 person is serious in this game! Because the effort and sweat that we put in, going around few places, walk around and ask for the best price. I hope I'll bless my mortal what he wants.
Anyway, just back home, no place is more better than my own house, staying in the room, listening to my favourite music, watching movie, not talking to anyone and just to be in my own world. At least for only awhile, and after that it's time to connect back to the world.

Tomorrow is my Broadcast 2 exam, and yet i'm still blogging and facebooking. The main thing is I'm not nervous or worry about the exam, just feel peace in my heart. But still I'm gonna study later, just a short preparation. So jealous Chelsea, Joey and Penny, tomorrow is their last paper. ><

But it's ok, Thurs is my last paper too. Pray and do what is right! Work harder! All the best!

Awesome!

What an AWESOME CG that we had tonight! Games was fun, laughter was everywhere, presence of God was amazing strong during praise and worship, it just gives you goosebump! Everyone was dwelling in it, just awesome! Sharing praise report was good too, keep the spirit up! Last but not least the word, May Shen did a great job in preaching about "How The Gates Of Heaven Be Open & Close."

This is the last CG meeting for 2009, and we finished the race with a great spirit! Let us not just stop and looking back at it but continue to run the race in 2010, more great things gonna happen, just sit tight and enjoy the ride!

In 2010, I strongly believe that Michael will be able to serve in praise and Hiung will be serving in worship. Liang will be able to lead CG when we multiply, and I hope to see other members to rise up too! Well in 2010, I will fight a good fight of faith and finish the race, I'll put everything I can to support W26 in the coming days!

Members of W26, thanks for being there to support us, let's grow together and serve the Lord and do according to His will! Last but not least, glad to be in the same CG with you guys! All glory to God!

Praise The Lord

What a blessed day! I truely see how God works in people's life! From a church dislike to a desperate church goer! How amazing God can be?

This is great because I have a chance to be a witness for Him! My friend doesn't like church, and thinks that church is boring and dull, so she never wanted to go to church. But ever since "Will You Marry Me" production, it changes her perception all the way!

Cut the story short, she do believes that God existed! Praise the Lord! And now she wanted to go to church and seek God herself!

I give thanks to God almighty that He gave me a chance to speak to her, share the gospel and be a living testimony to her. I'm touched because God still use a person like me!

All glory belongs to Him!

Arise and Build

Once again, building fund is in the midst. I know everyone is facing the same problem that I'm. The feeling is really tough, tithes and offering basically take a part of what we have, but that's when faith is working. God holds onto His promise. He will not go against what he promised in the past (to bless the decendants of Abraham). So deeply I know this is really going to be great, knowing that God is trying to mold me in His way.

The road is long and wide, but our hearts will focus on Him. Give us strength to move on and live a life that glorify Your name.

I've given up Christmas present for myself. And I decided to empty my saving for it. I know it's not much and I know God doesn't jugde how much I pledge but the heart that I had for Him. Deep down my heart I know God decided to bless me when I come to a point to give to His work.

I can't wait to see how God is going to bless me after this! But before the blessing comes I've to keep in mind that to be discipline and pray! The devil is working in everyone's life especially those who pledge! He never stop attacking my mind by telling me how much I'm lacking of and what if God doesn't bless me back 30x, 60x, or 100x. At this point I'm here to make a statement to You! If God is for me, who shall I be afraid of?

Get behind me Satan, for you are not the one who rule over my life! Greater is He that is in you than He that is in the world. I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me!

I've been a good boy this year Santa!

I've been a good boy this year Santa, can I have my present this year? I don't have your address, and not even email. So I guess probably you can read my post and grant me my wish.

This is the following present that I want from you. I love you, Santa! =p

Ibanez RGR321EX
RM 1,200

Line 6 Spider III 30 Watt
RM 680
 

Korg PitchBlack Tuner
RM 180

Boss Metal Core- 2
RM 450

Boss Noise Suppressor- 2
RM 250

When things turn wrong.

I'm stuck with my assignment which appear that need my help so much and they became so dependant on me. Not much of effort from some of them and appear to be me, the camera guy, take up so much job which more than what I'm supposed to do.

But I'm fine with it, as long as the assignment can be accomplished before the due date which I seriously doubt of the quality of the music video. Things just get out of control and out of hand. Piss me off so much!

Today suppose to be the happy and wild day as this is the 1st day of emerge. But seriously I don't feel so due to the amount of stress and friendships affair. All of this is driving me crazy when I'm trying real hard to balance my emotion while hanging around with a bunch of people that get so EMO or upset of certain reasons. It ruins my day totally! You can make fun of me but I can tell you that you messed with the wrong guy.

Am I the only 1 that really know how to control my feelings in front of others? Does showing out feelings in front of others really help? Banging the table? Throwing tantrums at others? Walk away from the group without telling others that people who are concerning after them?

Why it turns out so wrong? Or am I trying too hard to show and set an example to them? Should I just cut off from them? Should I just mind my own business?

To whom it may concern, I, hereby to give out a serious warning. Do not test and push my patient, when it reaches the limit, I guarantee that it would not be a nice thing to look at!

Ipoh Trip with Friends. -day 2-

Day 2

We planned to wake up by 6am to get our "Dim Sum" but end up we wake up around 10! So still good that we get our "Dim Sum" at that time, and the food is still nice! Too bad, Chelsea didn't enjoy the food *again* because of gastric.

Right after our breakfast, we run to Kellie's Castle!

(Kellie's Castle)

Though I've been in Ipoh for more than 22 years yet this is my 1st time there!

(It's nice isn't it?)

(BEAR TREE???)

(Look like bear isn't it?)

(Those were the days)

(It's me against the world)

(This is some real dark pic!)

(Aww... lovely isn't it?)

(They are not couple, just for the sake of ART!)

(Scolded by Penny & I. Cal is doing a bad job!)

(Looking down from 5th floor! Not suicide!)

Well, there are many pics missing! But I'll try to update it! After Kellie's castle trip then we on the the way to Cameron Highlands Spontaneously! But when we reach there it's 4.30, and the actually close at that time! So cut the story short, we drive there for more than 3 hours back and fourth for nothing! NOTHING! But still it's a nice trip! At night reach Ipoh again it was 8pm, then we went for "Nga Choi Kai" not the typical "Lou Wong Nga Choi Kai" but the other stall.

After that we decided to buy snacks and chocolate from TESCO for our little suppper party! That was our day 2!

Ipoh Trip with Friends! -day 1-

Finally after weeks, I get to go back to Ipoh but this time with the girls (Penny, Joey, Chelsea). It was crazy trip, and many things happen along the way!

(Chelsea & Joey camwhore as usual)

(Asked to pose by Joey)

(Same thing by Joey)

(And so, we are hungry on the way, so we get some Dunkin' Donuts)

(When we reach Ipoh, we went Calvin's house!)

(We lepak at Cal's house for jamming session)

(Our 1st dinner! Low Shu Fun!)

(Look at the way Cal eat it)

During the dinner Chelsea can't really have her dinner properly because of serious GASTRIC, and she doesn't eat any chicken anymore after watching "The Unbelievable". The way the chicken was torn apart by some BOMOH! Well after the dinner we went home to get some rest because everyone was tired after rushing back from KL. So basically it was the 1st day, kinda nothing to do, but it's still cool!

New room

I moved to a new environment, it's a small room located at ss2/20, so this is my permenant hideout! LOL!

You wont believe this, I spent half a day to move to my new room from Genting Klang to SS2. 2 trips by my mom's Proton Wira. Before I move, I was thinking that my stuff should be less, but when I really pack I realise quite a lot of things that I bought over the years! Give me headache thinking what should I move or throw.

*Before* (Picture 1)

(Picture 2)

Moving into my new room already took half of my day, well the rest of the time was busy cleaning up my room and also put things into place. That took me another 3 hours! And now it look like this!

*After* (Picture 3)

(Picture 4)

Well, it's not perfect yet for the moment, but i guarantee you it'll look much nicer after some time investing money on it! LOL! That's for now!

Happy Birthday Dude!

Wassup Bro! It's 4th of Oct! That's adding another year to your life! 22 this year, at this age, you are suppose to get married! Lol!

It's been awhile, the last time we met was back at CNY, so it's half a year back, quite a long time, but I know it was a great time because Calvin was back too! Spending time at mamak and that's our CNY, oh my god!

Anyway, we are still waiting for you to come back, Blinded Truth still dead, faster buckle up, we are going to kick a**!

So happy birthday again! May you shower by blessings!

Exams over!

Woooowoooo!! Finally exams over! Don't need to work hard and think of it every day and night worrying that I might gonna do well! Well even during the period of exams, I still feel peace in my heart! LOL!

After exam, thought of going to catch a movie with Chelsea and Penny, when we reach there the 1st thing is going to cinema to check the time for "The Unbelievable" but end up no movie because it's not on screen anymore, quite disappointed because I wanna watch it a lot!

Well since no movie, we just walk around to check on stuff such as, perfume, household stuff and books. Chelsea was so happy reading the "Avatar" comic. I just plan to bring Penny to take a look on music books might help her on her drumming.

And before that we spend another hour on Starbucks. Crank jokes and sitting on the sofa day dreaming. Poor Chelsea, her mom is very strict on her like, must come back before 6, cannot go out late, going out with who, and many many more.

I've been cleaning up since I reach home. Now just find some time to blog. And then dinner, then back to cleaning and packing AGAIN! Wish me luck!

Last paper, Last fight

*Now I know why Chelsea, Joey and Siew Peng did good in exams!! XD*

Last paper! This is the only subject that lecturer doesn't gave us any tips on where to focus. All she said was just to study chapter 1-13, that's all. Then I heard that the previous paper is not from her, so if this is the first time she prepare the paper, either it's too easy or way too hard. Everyone still nervous over it but as usual, I feel normal, just gonna be busy after tomorrow because I need to prepare the things which I gonna move.

Ipoh trip has changed to the 2nd week of my holiday, I guess that's not bad after all. Because after my exams I still have time to move my things and to clean up my new house, and I need to adopt the new life there. Quite scary but I guess it should be just fine, heard that they have internet connection of 4mb! I guess I can surf the web like mad and watch all the Youtube I want!

I should be studying by now, but still blogging here... Hmmpf..

Ps. Joakim

Pastor really did a wonderful job. Few years ago he was here to preach to us, but I was not there. To be frank, I wasn't expecting much from this service. I was somehow carried away by my papers on Monday because I'm not ready for it. But God is a amazing God, He always work unexpectedly towards our life.

Today Pastor talks about sacrifice, and I mean REAL sacrificing. He used Titanic as his example, during the ship wreck, life boats which can contain up to 70 person per boat but only 21 people were in. Not that they can't manage to hop on the boat but people just leave them there to die in order save themselves.

Often, we as a christian, we know that when we accepted Christ we are on the boat and on our journey to heaven, but somehow we forgotten about the people who are still in the 'sea' drowning and screaming for help. The real meaning of sacrifice is to give up yours to save others!

Now, how many of us are willing to give up our seats during special production such as 'Will You Marry Me'? I assume that not much of us are willing to do so. That's what I meant by 'comfort zone' or still on the 'life boat'. Now, I'm not saying that I can do it all the time, I'm just the same as others, but I will try my best to learn to give up myself to serve others.

For worship team, committment is really very high, not easy to serve as musician. Practice, practice and practice non stop, perform good enough but the glory doesn't belongs to you but God! We have to learn to be humble, servanthood heart, etc..

We can't serve God because He is not physical tangible, the only way that we can serve Him is through His people. So let us serve together in 1 heart and 1 mind. Let us grow W26 together!

Words - Part 2

Talk to my roommate. Found out is 1 of em talking bad about me. So this explains why and what he wrote on his post on MSN stating: "Didn't he teach his follower to respect others". How great is this insultation could it be. No matter what happen you aren't suppose to drag other people's religion into the conversation and pay no respect to it.

The definition of "Friends":

- Care for each other.
- Be a supporter.
- Be there when needed.
- Always willing to help.
- Cry and laugh together.
- Never back stab.
- Always stand by to back up.
- etc...

To be serious, I didn't see what he did was mention as above. NONE. But what's the most funny part of the whole thing is, I still treat him as a FRIEND.

Exams

Trying to study the whole day, end up sitting there looking at the TV, internet and listening music through the night. I'm frustrated over it because I don't feel nervous about it and I don't really care much the exam tomorrow, somehow!

After the previous post, really really can't keep my mind in 1 shape. I can't seem to pull it up together. Only felt anger and disappointment around me. Can't speak to anyone right now, I can feel that my emotion is like a volcano that are going to burst.

Weather is hot, my temper has reached the edge, and I don't feel nervous for exam, what's the problem?

Words!

I don't understand, knowing each other as friends and study together for more than 3 years. End up someone come and tell me what they talk about me behind my back! I like to make friends with everyone to be frank, I don't mind he/she clever or stupid, tall or short, handsome or pretty, whatever is it, he/she will be my friend as long they treat me as theirs.

So this is what I heard:

1. So happy that you guys not together.

2. Always occupied the living room. (You guys play mahjong there too!)

3. So noisy. (You guys were the same yet I didn't complain!)

4. Never do housework. (Like you guys did.)

5. Glad that he is moving.

6. No manners, polite and friendly.

So let me answer all of your problem, 1 by 1!

1st, my relationship got nothing to do with you guys!

2nd, I didn't occupied, i sit at the corner and you guys do play mahjong there.

3rd, noisy because I play guitar, but did you ever think of yourself when you bring your friends over to the house and chat and laugh in the living room so loud yet I didn't ever complain?

4th, I do my housework you guys was not there. And for your info, the duty roaster states that anyone who did not do it will have to fine RM5 per once. I got it few times for you guys but when you guys didn't do it, nothing ever happens.

5th, I'm moving is because I need to travel far to school, not because of relationship problem. THANK YOU!

6th, No manners? Not polite? Not friendly? Ask yourself this, when you saw me, I didn't say "Hi" is it possible that I didn't saw you? Why must wait for me to say "Hi" where you could take up the 1st step?

Think twice before you speak into someone's life! Everyone have their limits. Don't ever come to me laugh and smile in front of me and go backstab the next second. You'll get yourself in trouble very soon. Mark my words.

Back

So I started to blog again...

I was a blogger back then, but everything change when I shifted to my new place (where I stay now). So didn't have the habit to blog after that because the internet connection was very very bad, Joey experienced too (roommate).

I didn't really see myself in where I am now to be serious. Finished Diploma and now Degree. Everyday doubt that I can make it through or not. But well I believe that I can because I know He is there to help me anyway.

Gonna move to SS2 end of this month! New environment, gonna adapt to it. No more mamak with Joey and roommates and far away from my CG members. This really gonna take some time! But I heard that my new place got 4mb internet connection, so I guess it's not that bad afterall.

To my CG, well I'll try y best to come back once awhile to visit you guys (except for CG). Asking my mom for a bike, if I got it then at least I can travel back! Then it's not really a problem! Let's pray hard for it! I know God has a plan for me! Gotta learn to be patient though I don't like it (I don't think anyone like it too).

It's Thursday! Tomorrow gonna be my exam! Yet I still sitting CC to on9! Gonna repent! So after this back home to study! That's all for now...